#IM NOT OKAY
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I HATE HIM, FUCK HIM, HIS CUNTY ASS FIT AND HIS FUCKING NATION OF FANS YALL WILL PAY FOR MY MEDICATIONS GRAHHHHHH
THE BASTARD IS LAUGHING
#luka when i fucking get you#alnst luka#alnst till#blink gone#alnst r7#alien stage#alnst#i hate him#fuck him#gonna kms because of this#im not okay#i hate my existence#mentally fucked#alien stage luka#luka fuck off
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"people died" and it's just a music video-
#the heart killers#firstkhao#kantbison#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#DO YOU HEAR ME SQUEALING#like okay the song is bad#as expected from a gmmtv ost lmao#but the visuals????#excuse you#im not okay#only 3 more hours????????#goodbye#kant is the biggest goner but thats exactly what the novel says apparently#i hope they give him a bit more of a personality lmao#im so excited 🥺
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Finished watching iwtv for the first time. Help
#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv lestat#the vampire lestat#art#fanart#fan art#artwork#digital art#illustration#im not okay
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Gladiator 2 set pics from Pedro's instagram
look at him oh god!
HIS BROAD SHOULDERS!! CRYINGG
#fanfiction#fanfic#pedro pascal#gladiator 2#gladiator ii#pedro pascal gifs#general marcus acacius#marcus acacius#gladiator movie#gladiator ll#im not okay
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I FUCKING love that man 💕
Neil Ellice looking extremely handsome in these new/old pictures
#neil ellice#im not okay#this man is beautiful#he is the love of my life#johnny soap mactavish#call of duty#soap cod#soap mactavish#call of duty modern warfare
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Loki because...yes.
#loki series#loki laufeyson#loki odinson#marvel loki#loki mcu#loki season one#loki god of mischief#loki god of stories#he deserves the world#he deserves so much better#he deserves to be happy#he deserved better#i love him#i love him your honor#loki#marvel#marvel cinematic universe#marvel mcu#mcu#thor movies#thor the dark world#avengers 1#tom hiddleston#tom hiddelston loki#im not okay#im not crying you are#i miss him#favorite character#he deserves better#i have feelings
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Finished 1st tma season, gimme my sanity back
#artists on tumblr#украрт#ukrainian art#укртамблер#illustration#sketch#colored sketch#tma podcast#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#im not okay#it was so good#ashsjkxoa
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#꒰ the moon reveals the wolf's true form ꒱ ⌗ physical#꒰ big bad wolf. feared by many. loved by few ꒱ ⌗ visage#pls gladiator pedro will forever be legendary#im not okay#short shorts he short
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LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
regulus is not soft, not at all, and sirius would know. He's sharp and cunning and way too smart for his own happiness. But for sirius, being strong means finding yourself, finding your beliiefs and STANDING UP for them. Regulus did none of that (that sirius is aware of). This scene is not sweet, it's not about sirius being tender over his brother. It's him being condescending. And the fact that you can hear (in the movies) the barely contained disappointment in his slightly trembling voice makes this all the more heartbreaking
i don't think regulus is 'soft' in the way people like to believe he is and just because sirius called him, and i quote: 'soft enough to believe them.' does not mean that he is empathetic, kind, or soft-hearted in the way people like to interpret it. instead, sirius most likely just meant that regulus was not 'strong' enough to come up with his own opinions and too easily malleable to what their parents taught them compared to sirius, who changed his mindset and learned how to think differently and in this essay i will-
#this scene is so important regarding their relationship but its always misinterpreted#some part of sirius always dreamt reg would join him one day#that he'd open his eyes and see the wrong in all of thier family bullshit#and he did#kinda#but it was all for nothing#and no one knew for 15 years#im not okay
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I literally just finished my GCSE options exams (the exams that determine which GCSE'S you can pick) about 1 hour ago and i feel conflicted. The stress, the burnout, the self hatred, and more were all for, that. That's it. Everything I've spent learning since September all for that. I dont feel like it was enough. All the pain, my 34t1ng d1s0rd3r reaching it's peak so far, (it's still peaking) and su1c1d4l thoughts all for such a disappointment. I dont know what i was expecting or wanted, but i feel so unfulfilled. I went through so much distress all to write and draw on some paper with spelling errors. And those very same stupid ass papers are what determine what i do with my life for a couple of years. I just hate it. I dont know what it even is, but i hate it. This feeling of disappointment is one of the worst things I've encountered in my short lifespan. I just want to feel more. Something new and exciting. Something that will make me forget about my issues for a while. But also something that'll last. Something that will be there for me when i need it. Something to love , but will also love me back. Or maybe it's someone. More than a school friend. A companion. Someone to love. Someone to spend my energy on. Someone to spill my guts to. Someone who'll want to spend time with me. Someone who will make me feel worthy. Someone who'll tell me the truth. Someone who i believe. Someone i never doubt. Someone to fill the void. Im not asking for the world. I just want to feel alive. I want to experience love at first sight. It doesn't need to be romantic. Just someone who feel the same butterflies when we look at each other. Someone i wont have to compete with others for. Someone who GIVES me their attention. I've spent my whole life fighting to be seen, heard, and noticed. Everyone I've ever loved never gave me the attention and care i gave them. Ever. I dont want to be jealous of others anymore. I dont want to compete for the bare minimum. I dont want short term highs and rushes of excitement that fade in minutes. I dont want the embarrassment anymore. I dont want to cringe when thinking of myself. I want more. I want something better. I need it. I cant live like this anymore. I dont feel alive anymore.
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the people at school didn’t like my hair :( but whatever, i didn’t cut it for them so its ok :)
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worse time to start bingewatching sucession
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"we'll forget it by tomorrow anyway."
#the heart killers#the heart killers ep1#firstkhao#kantbison#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#HOW ARE FEELING#Im not feeling anything#head empty#its so messy?? and so unserious????#i cant#like this happened 15 minutes in#do they want me to have a stroke????#well done though cuz you did it#im not okay
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Fucking crybaby would suck your fingers like a pacifier while you ride him.
#im looking at YOU caracalla#im not okay#emperor caracalla#caracalla the freaky bastard u are#emperor caracalla x reader
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I just finished act ii
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SCREAMS INTO THE VOID
3 MINS BEFORE UNDERVERSE 0.8 PART 1 UNDERVERSE FANDOM RISE LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO EVERY EPISODE RAAAAAGHHH
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